7.4.16

Alma 46:12 And it came to pass that he rent his coat; and he took a piece thereof, and wrote upon it—In memory of our God, our religion, and freedom, and our peace, our wives, and our children—and he fastened it upon the end of a pole.
*I am so very grateful to live in this country. I absolutely love it. I've had friends and family serve this country and her people. Not a day goes by that I don't think of our armed forces, those who chose to defend this blessed land with everything in their power. Thank you.

6.19.16

Doc & Cov 42:22 Thou shalt love thy wife with all thy heart, and shalt cleave unto her and none else.
*My husband designed my ring with many scripture references, including this one. Today is our 8 year anniversary. We've been thru so much (heart surgeries, layoffs, moving, death of family, high risk pregnancies, buying a house, babies, school, and surviving in-laws) and I am so glad my best friend is there holding my hand thru it all. I love him more today than I did yesterday,  and I'll love him more tomorrow. Eternity looks pretty dang good.

6.17.16

2 Kings 6:15-17
*I have always loved these verses. 16 is my favorite: "And he answered, Fear not: for they that be with us are more than they that be with them." As I put my Little back to bed half an hour ago, I realized he wakes in a panic, scared of something. I prayed for him to be comforted, and this scripture came to mind. Also, this quote from Elder Holland. I KNOW there is a huge gathering of Saints across the veil who watch over my boys, who aid us, and strengthen us, who whisper words of peace and comfort to us. My family has a huge cheering section over there. 💓

6.13.16

Childrens songbook 193:
Sing your way home at the close of the day. Sing your way home; drive the shadows away. Smile ev'ry mile, for wherever you roam It will brighten your road, it will lighten your load If you sing your way home.
*Little has always had a hard time going to sleep. Tonight I sang Twinkle Twinkle to him, until he fell asleep. Big was already snoring. It opened my eyes, I need to be softer with my boys. I'm grateful I'm able to see it.

5.26.16

Today in Institute we discussed the Fall and the Atonement. We have the choice to act or be acted upon. This hit me hard today cuz lately I've been feeling angry. I hear myself say "You make me so angry" to the boys. I need to tell them that there is NOTHING they could to do to make me mad, but some choices make me feel mad and I have a hard time expressing those feelings correctly. We've all been sick, emotional and grumpy. I can choose to act!

5.19.16

Teachings of Presidents : Harold B Lee. Ch 4:
Make today the beginning of a change of your lives...The most important of all the commandments of God is that one that you are having the most difficulty keeping today...Put that aright and then you start on the next one that is most difficult for you to keep. That's the way to sanctify yourself by keeping the commandments of God.

5.13.16

Missed a day. D&C 89:20 And shall run and not be weary, and shall walk and not faint.
*This has been in my head. Follow His commandments and He will bless you. Choose the right and He will strengthen you. Right now all I want is to walk and not faint. I know I need to prioritize the tasks and chores.

5.5.16

Day 9: Alma 7:9-24
*Christ took upon Him the pains & infirmities of His people so He may know how to succor and comfort them. Maybe that's another reason for our own struggles: So that we may know how to succor & comfort our brothers and sisters. Share your story, sing your heart song. Someone needs it.

5.2.16

Day 6: Alma 32:28-43
*We must continue to nourish that seed. We don't just stop eating one day because we've finally gotten as big as we wanted. We must continue to eat, and nourish our bodies. Keep feeding your faith, keep studying His word. There is always something that He is trying to tell you.

5.1.16

Day 5: Alma 32:17-27
*Exercise a particle of faith, just have the desire to believe. So much in this world is beyond our control, but that's the true test, right? To have faith and believe in His words even when the storm is raging. Have faith that the strong wind is pushing you where He needs you to go.

4.30.16

With these crazy 40 MPH winds tonight, my brain keeps singing "The wise man built his house upon the rock" but instead of rain, it's wind. We all face strong winds of adversity. We just need to widen our stance and dig in. With the right foundation, His, we will find ourselves stronger than the wind.

4.16.16

Don't be gloomy. Do not dwell on unkind things. Stop seeking out the storms and enjoy more fully the sunlight. Even if you are not happy, put a smile on your face. Accentuate the positive. Look a little deeper for the good. Go forward in life with a twinkle in your eye and a smile on your face, with great and strong purpose in your heart. Love life. - Gordon B. Hinckley
*I found this this morning as I woke to Karson crying.

4.15.16

Life is hard and trying for each of us. We all struggle with trials that seem beyond our strength. But, if we continue to look to the Light, and count the blessings, we will come to realize that we are stronger than we've ever imagined. He strengthens us when we look to the Light, when we just try.

4.15.16

I know the adversary hits us at our weakest point and he hits us right in our weakness. Today has been so hard, the hardest day in a long while. After reading Hales' talk I was so ready to make today great, and I woke up and got punched. It's hard, But we just need to see the light in our lives.

4.7.16

The boys and I have started to sing "I am a Child of God" when we wake up and when we go to bed and when we're sad. I want my boys to know that they were created special, and I was picked to be their mom. I want them to know they are Children of God, and He doesn't make mistakes.

I am a Child of God, and He has sent me here.
Has given me an earthly home with parents kind and dear.
Lead me guide me walk beside me, help me find the way.
Teach me all that I must do to live with Him someday.

4.6.16

We live in a wonderful time. Just 3 days (and not even full days!) after God has spoken to use via His Prophets, we have the entire conference at our fingertips. Please read the conference talks. These words are meant for us, right now, with these trials.
https://www.lds.org/general-conference/2016/04

4.3.16

Tonight I'd just like to say thank you. Thank you reading these. Thank you for putting up with my obnoxious texting. Thank you for being you. You have kept me on track, and I have found joy in reading the Book of Mormon and in sharing my thoughts. You have helped to shape my life, and I thank Father for you. I love you. And remember, He loves you, with all His might, mind and strength.

3.31.16

I've been reading the chapters where Alma is talking/writing to his sons. Each chapter starts "And now, my son" it hits me hard every time. I have been impressed to write more down for my boys, share my thoughts, my testimony, my life with them. The more we can share, the more they'll learn, then choose.

3.24.16

I'm writing a paper about my heart future, stirring up lots of emotions. Last night we read other papers. I've rediscovered that EVERYONE is going thru something HUGE. Each of us is shouldering a burden, we can't always see it, but we can strengthen our bros & sis by standing with them. We are not alone in this journey thru the wilderness. He is there, and He gives us strength. He knows our burdens. He knows what we can handle. Stay strong.

3.23.16

Jesus wants me for a sunbeam, to shine for Him each day.
*On Paul Cardall's 40 Hymns CD, this song is played. It hits me in the feels. Each of us is His sunbeam. The sun warms us, helps us work, and makes us feel alive, peaceful & happy. We need to be a sunbeam, touch the lives of others and our family.